Reflections - Durga Puja

My plans of going home got cancelled due to some unforeseen and unavoidable circumstances. the pressure to perform has never been more intense and i cant say that am not liking the challenge. but at the same time it's kiling me from inside that i cannot visit my folks this time round...again...back to back years! Oh Kolkata- tilottama...excrutiating i tell you but i guess the show has to go on.
whats really bugging me is that my friends, namely Govind,Aakarsh and Sanjay had to cancel their trip as i let them down.The look in their eyes says it all.i know they are not blaming me and they understand but the frustratuion is clearly evident. Well i have failed my friends again. i have,for the first time in my life put my career in front of every sentiment that maters to me and the feeling cuts like a knife! oh how they wnated to see the cultural capital of India, the city of joy with me in tow but i ruined all the plans. i really wish that i can take all of them with me in december-january when the weather is too good to explore all the exploits of Bong heritage and culture! i hope they tag along.
putting up a few pictures of the festive season. i hope you all like it.

A Pandal
Maa Durga(Mother Goddess) inside a Pandal
Dhaki- the traditional drummer. An intergral part of the ambience.
3 Comments:
Very well written Bala, and don't you feel bad.We will have one helluva time this December, tag along your friends too, may b the two who'd miss during the Pujas will join you :). As you aptly said..."Ei bar Decemberey, Durga Puja banabo!!"...Amen
Wow, very interesting. Would you please explain the significance of this cultural event/holiday? I am so interested to learn. I'm sorry to hear you won't be visiting your fam & friends. That must be so tough on you. What exactly is it that you are doing for your "career." Sorry, I just am really curious as to get to know you, one of my faithful readers, a little better.
A very colourful way to exhibiting the culture of Bengal during the durga puja! really enjoyed the post...... I still wished we hadnt cancelled the trip!
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