Friday, April 28, 2006

Has it ever happened to you?

You try to call a friend, dial a wrong number..the one who picks up is not too impressed by your mistake..you say sorry for the inconvinience caused and you start talking...two complete strangers start talking...and they end up being friends. no this is no mobile dating service, this is no hindi film coincidence..just proving "truth is stranger than fiction". people who cannot decide whether technology is blessing or a curse, this is a top notch paradox for you. a mobile phone that is like a constant homing device and most of the times a pain in the wrong place(specially when it vibrates :P) can also give you surprises like befriending a completely unknown stranger!! what a lucky accident..there is word for it...i guess its called serendipity..right? swell!

so has it ever happened to you?

Thursday, April 27, 2006

"Alternative Narcissist"

When u sleep do you dream? i am a very frequent dreamer and i look forward to it. true sometimes i get nightmares but my life is such a big screw up it doesnt really matter if i get an odd nightmare or two. i am more interested in the dreams.
everyone has wondered why we dream at some point of life or the other. i also do! why do we dream? is your dream in colour or is it good old black n white? i have technicolor dreams sometimes and i even remember them vividly.
i am a different man in my dreams. there i am stinking rich. i have power and i resemble tom cruise...its a polar opposite of my current state. so i love my dreams... so if you ever find out why we dream please dont come and tell me because you might develop an antidote of dreaming as well and i will lose my supremacy over this world, if you share that information with me...not everyday you can emulate mogambo right? therefore if you have the answers...stay away from me!

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Weeeeeeeee Haaaaaaaan...

Saturday, April 22, 2006

"Dollar Dreams"

U.S.A. - a lot of people seem to hate it these days. a lot of my friends do.though i cannnot relate to this colossal egocentric megalomania of a debt-ridden self proclaimed philanthropic country, there is still something about that country that gives me a pull thats almost magnetic,everytime i sit for future planning. my knowledge base has been limited to hollywood and google images and a few people from here and there who live there and occasionally visit India but nonetheless; the picture it paints...the freshness of the atmosphere, the breathtaking beauty of the concrete jungles, the seemingly happy lives and a quote of my friend," yeah we might be struggling big time here, but its better to struggle in heaven than in hell! everytime we look out of the window ,the stunning ambiance takes away the pain of loneliness, the agony of unaccomplishment and the anguish of depression!".

Can there be a better compliment than that? NO!

me, confused as ever cannot decide to whether chase the god-allmighty dollar or look for the prosperity in a so called heaven?
no matter what why do i feel my happiness lies with only three simple letters? U.S.A.? me and my dollar dreams!!!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

TOO MUCH SPACE

Is thinking good or bad? i dont know. i just think. think about anything and everything.thoughts are like gunpowder...waiting to explode on the slighest spark.

one of my friends said," If you are not living life on the edge, you are taking up too much space anyway!! "
yes i live my life on the edge. i struggle everyday. some people struggle to make it big, some to just make it and some just for the sake of it.i struggle to find happiness in my day to day life. i struggle to make my ends meet. i struggle to finish off with my jobs at hand. i struggle to eat, to sleep and i struggle to have mental peace. but that does not count, does it? i struggle, above all to keep my dreams alive. my dream of sleeping peacefully at night and dreaming normally. unfortunately all i can manage is nightmares.

so i live my life on the edge. but am i still not taking up too much space? is the phrase not a paradox? despite being a classic struggler i cant say i am making a mark anywhere. does that not qualify me to be a burden on earth. 23 years of what? 23 years spend uselessly. so i cannot really complain if i am being accused of taking too much space.

so moral of the story is : "if you dont live your life on the edge, you are taking too much space anyways!!"

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